((Did some drawing on my new phone! Any s4 stylus recommendation you guys? I hope the image quality isn’t as bad as I am seeing as…))

lah-disputes:

This may get 2 notes this may get 1000. I don’t really mind, even if it helps one person i’m happy. 

I just want you to know that everything will be okay. I know you’re in a hard place right now where you think that maybe harming yourself or killing yourself is the only solution. But I promise you, there are other ways you can cope and there are reasons for you to stay on this earth. 

Self harming isn’t going to solve the problem/s nor will it make you feel any better. I know you get a sense of release/punishment but it’s not going to help in the long run. 
Remind yourself that every time you feel the urge to self-harm that it’s just a thought. You DO NOT have to act upon it. 
Self-harming will affect you emotionally, physically and mentally. It will only help for about 5 minutes. Then something else can happen to trigger the feeling again. 

Alternatives without harming yourself:

  • Holding/squeezing ice. 
  • Splashing your face with water. 
  • Getting a rubber band and snapping it against your skin (this could hurt, though it’s better than other ways that people usually choose to self-harm).
  • Take a hot shower or bath.
  • Eat something sour. It will take your mind of the urge. (Lemon, sour lollies) 
  • Massage where you want to self-harm.
  • Get a red pen or red paint and draw/paint over where you usually self-harm. 
  • Remind yourself as to why you shouldn’t do it. (Scars, harms organs, blood lose, leave memories etc…)
  • Describe what you are feeling. (Is the urge/pain in your chest, fists, legs, arms, head).



Killing yourself will not help. It is not a solution.
For whatever reason you are thinking about killing yourself, it is temporary and you can get help. 
I know you probably think no one cares, you think you can’t handle the situation you are in or you feel helpless and alone. 
But I want to remind you everything is temporary
You have your whole life ahead of you. You have so many more years that you can accomplish things in. 
For example; 

  • Having a family. 
  • Getting married.
  • To watch the sun rise. 
  • To watch the sun set.
  • To save someone else’s life.
  • Finish school.
  • Get your dream job.
  • To laugh.
  • To smile.
  • To go camping.
  • Travel to new places.
  • To wake up every morning to the person you love.
  • Friends.
  • Family.
  • To keep that promise you made.
  • To accomplish a goal.
  • To meet your idle.
  • To listen to new music.
  • Theme parks.
  • Video games.
  • Chocolate.
  • To be able to look back and say “I made it”.

Just a reminder; what you are going through is temporary. 

In case you need to hear this:

  • You are loved. 
  • You are wanted. 
  • You are needed.
  • You are beautiful.
  • You are handsome. 
  • You are important. 
  • You are not alone. 
  • You are okay. 
  • You are strong. 
  • You are worth it. 
  • You are smart. 
  • You are not a failure. 
  • You are useful. 
  • You are going to be okay. 

I’m always here for you. I’ll try my best to help and make you smile. 
You deserve to be happy and you deserve to know that you are not alone and there are people that can help. 

imagineyouricon:

Imagine your icon being your sole companion in the zombie apocalypse. They have all the powers they have in the movie/game/show they’re from.

udon-doodles:

AAAHHHHHHHH IT LOOKS SO DUMB BUT IT’S SO CUTE!

ask-joelkeim asked: "Would blueberry and kiwi smoothie talk good?" Joel grins as he rest his elbow in the military kitchen counter.

salma-sinclair:

ask-joelkeim:

salma-sinclair:

salma-sinclair:

Salma smiles back and places her hands on her hips. “That depends…can we find blueberries and kiwis?” 

Salma blushed, fiddling with end of her uniform jacket. “Oh..well thank you, Joel..” She smiled to herself and brushed a few hairs behind her ear.

"No problem!" Joel beams. He watches as Salma brush her hair back and a sudden thought came to his mind.

"I want to see your hair down," he rest his chin on the palm of his hand. "Many of the woman in the military wear their hairs up, but I bet they all look lovely with their hairs down. I want to see you off bun during work too!" Joel’s voice has a slight whine to it, but he grins dreamily up at the blushing Salma.

"Well…alright, I suppose I can let it loose..but only for you, I don’t like undoing my hair if I’m not home.." with that said, Salma pulled out her hair tie and let her ravenous locks drape over her shoulders.
"T-There…"

"Ahhh so pretty!" Joel walks around the counter circles around Salma. He stops in front of her, admiring her face. "Oh, I love how your dark hair frames your face. There’s lots of reason why I love dark hairs, but my family prefers light, blonde…" Joel sighs at the thought of the Keims. He looks down at Salma and gives her a smile.

"Thank you for letting your locks down!" 

leroux-fabre:

i was just asked to be someone’s date to a ball at an anime convention i’m going to throw up

AHHHHH JAAAASSSS AJD:LKF:SLDF THAT”LL BE SO MUCH FUN! It’s the I’m-excited kind of a throw up?? I hope and not the Oh-shit-I-feel-bad-sick kind of throw up aglahsdljg glsdjafl

adrian-grahn:

ask-joelkeim:

Joel smashes on to the closed door as soon as was about to follow Adrian to his room. 

"Hey! Rude, Adrian!" He rubs his face from the pain and glares at the door. "Now I can’t look for the porn hiding under your bed that you told me earlier!" 

Of course he said that out loudly! It’s pay back for not inviting him inside. Joel crosses his arms and leans on the door. Maybe he should do something while he waits for the older man drys off and changes. Getting off from the door. He should make some tea for them both!

He ignores Joel’s shouting on the other side of the door, being quick about getting a change of clothes. Trust Joel to say something like that, but he supposes, then again, that’s just Joel. It’s no doubt his way of getting back at him for leaving him outside.

A few minutes is all it takes for him to get changed, wet clothes left in a bundle to be dealt with later. “Alright, alright-” He pulls the door open, pausing when he can’t see the other in the hallway. So much for telling him to stay put. “-Joel?”

The run to the kitchen was suppose to be a quick run. Joel did arrived to the kitchen quick, but he saw a lady friend and decided to catch up with them for a moment. He didn’t realized how long he have talked for, but by the time Joel realized he had talked way too long, the water in the two mug he had set up for the tea went luke-warm and decided to heat it up again and retry making the tea again. Adrian will find him sooner or later in the kitchen. Probably soon, yeah, and Joel’s still mad about the older man slamming the door to his face. 

dongyul-park:

[looks at hands] i feel it. i feel the power resonating in me.

OH GOSH! YOU HAVE THE PEN DON’T YOU?!

ask-joelkeim asked: "Would blueberry and kiwi smoothie talk good?" Joel grins as he rest his elbow in the military kitchen counter.

salma-sinclair:

salma-sinclair:

Salma smiles back and places her hands on her hips. “That depends…can we find blueberries and kiwis?” 

Salma blushed, fiddling with end of her uniform jacket. “Oh..well thank you, Joel..” She smiled to herself and brushed a few hairs behind her ear.

"No problem!" Joel beams. He watches as Salma brush her hair back and a sudden thought came to his mind.

"I want to see your hair down," he rest his chin on the palm of his hand. "Many of the woman in the military wear their hairs up, but I bet they all look lovely with their hairs down. I want to see you off bun during work too!" Joel’s voice has a slight whine to it, but he grins dreamily up at the blushing Salma.

ask-joelkeim asked: "Would blueberry and kiwi smoothie talk good?" Joel grins as he rest his elbow in the military kitchen counter.

salma-sinclair:

ask-joelkeim:

salma-sinclair:

Salma smiles back and places her hands on her hips. “That depends…can we find blueberries and kiwis?” 

"I think we can find those two fruits somewhere in the market," Joel just toothily grins at Salma. Aw she didn’t got his flirting, how cute! Joel chuckles a bit 

"Wait, she’s more of a blueberry and peaches… " Now that he thinks about it more… Wait- He just said that out loud. "Shot." 

She tilted her head and looked at Joel funny. “Blueberries and…peaches?”

"Ah, I mean-" His eyes looks everywhere but Salma, trying to think of something. "I think you’re would fit more in a light blue or a peachy dress than a blue and green colour!" Yeah, that would work! What is his head thinking of….  Ah, it’s a pain to be a genius like him sometimes. 

leroux-fabre asked: modern au ;; Katherine blushes as she steps out in front of the blond young man, embarrassed by how her new black dress clung to her curves. She will never be used to this kind of dress, the way it fit so tight to her. The red-head didn't even know she had such a nice ass... "S-so...what do you think?" she stammers, hoping that he would be impressed.

Joel’s eyes widens for a moment and then his face brightens up in joy. The man walks away from his Lexus and up the stairs to where Katherine stands. 

"I couldn’t have asked for a more beautiful partner for this party," Joel reaches out for her hand and kisses it. "Thank you for coming this evening."

That evening, the Keim Industry is hosting a party for the large business company in North America. In recent years, Joel have not attended to these parties, but this year the party is held in his city and all his sisters have called him to come to the party. Bringing a partner is not a must, but he thought maybe he should invite one of his girl friends to the event. It’s not offend they get to experience something as grand and dazzling like a party hosted by the Keim Industry. But why Joel picked Katherine? Simple, she was the first that his eyes landed on when he finished reading his text message from his sister about the party. 

A blush lightly colours his cheeks as he looks at Katherine’s face. He’s is lying to himself if there isn’t anything deeper than that reason. “That classic black dress does wonders to your curves,” He smirks and steals a kiss to her cheeks. 

ask-joelkeim asked: "Would blueberry and kiwi smoothie talk good?" Joel grins as he rest his elbow in the military kitchen counter.

salma-sinclair:

Salma smiles back and places her hands on her hips. “That depends…can we find blueberries and kiwis?” 

"I think we can find those two fruits somewhere in the market," Joel just toothily grins at Salma. Aw she didn’t got his flirting, how cute! Joel chuckles a bit 

"Wait, she’s more of a blueberry and peaches… " Now that he thinks about it more… Wait- He just said that out loud. "Shot." 

goddessofhumanity:

ask-joelkeim:

leroux-fabre:

i swear i’ve sent most of you starter prompts

hm…

//weeps if you sent me one, I’m sorry! I don’t see one in the inbox. Maybe tumblr ate urs to me. Idk amg. I’m so sorry, and to anyone who sent one to me but never got it back ;A;

my tumblr bugs and messages delete themselves in my askbox~ ; A ; i went from like….50 to 20 overnight and i didn’t delete a single one //sobs

50 to 20?! Holy cow girl!

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